Tag Archives: post a day

PAD: 1984

Daily Prompt: You’re locked in a room with your greatest fear. Describe what’s in the room.

I’m alone in a room but I am slowly learning that everyone I know and love is dead, and I am learning how they died.  Worse, I also was unable to help any of them- not because I personally couldn’t do it, but because I couldn’t get to them or I wasn’t able to stop it.

While this is going on, the room is slowly but surely filling with water.  Right as I am finding out about the last person, I drown.

 

^ 2 of my worst nightmares right there, people I love die and not in natural “nice” ways, and I can’t stop it.  I am also pretty darn fearful of drowning.  Not as bad as when I was a kid, but I don’t go in water deeper than 5 feet, and I typically stay in the 4.5 feet deep areas if possible.

PAD: Revisionist History

Daily Prompt: Go back in time to an event you think could have played out differently for you. Let alternate history have its moment: tell us what could, would or should have happened?

This is kind of easy.  It would go all the way back to grade school- that is, if I would listen to adults or myself at that age.  I would have studied the sciences and math harder and tried to better understand it.

Naturally going back that far I probably wouldn’t have done any of those things.  So instead, let’s go back to that last year of high school when I was applying for schools.  First I might have actually tried to figure out where my talents were, and what I could do with those.  Or maybe I would have continued and headed to UT for school, which I did, but instead I actually would have passed more classes and studied harder and taken the time to figure out the purpose of that stupid class that was supposed to help you pick out a major.  It didn’t help, I just chose the first thing I found interesting just so I could not take it again.

And then maybe after that year was a total fail, because let’s face it, it was; instead of heading out of UT and down to UD, I actually would have stopped to think about what I wanted to do.  Maybe it would have been helpful to spend that summer or fall before switching schools learning new things, shadowing/observing different professions, or traveling and working at various places to see what I liked.

But no, I shipped on down to UD, where I had some amazing 4 years and certainly don’t regret that, but I wasn’t focused.  I started in journalism because I enjoyed writing and editing.  I did that for a year, and then one day my friend told me how her roommate was studying for graphic design, and how she thought I would be great at that.  I was, I loved it.  But it hasn’t gotten me too far.  (Or maybe someone could have just said, FYI get an internship!)  I’ve had 2 jobs that related to that, and one I left for the other, the other I was laid off…hellooooo recession!  Haven’t been paid full time for it since!

I’ve gone back to school for Massage Therapy which I have worked and continue to do so a bit.  Then there are other health professions I am currently researching- thus why it would be nice to have a better understanding of math and science before now 🙂